If I turned into a total bitch, and just spoke my mind about anything and everything that bothered me. If I didn’t send sweet messages anymore but trolled and hard on people instead on here that’d be crazy and so unlike me, right? I could never bring myself to do that though, haha. I’m just curious, what if I turned 180 and just didn’t care about things or people anymore, would you notice?
its been rough in the past few days.
my dog, my baby, left us. when you just woke up in a bad morning, understanding everything, begging, praying, fearing it.
two years ago, my friend Francis brought a cute lil shih tzu in Mcdo. i remember how the dog just stayed outside the truck due to his allergy on it. he asked one of our friend, Ate Chara if she can just take care of it first while waiting for a buyer. and, i don’t know, suddenly, i just want the dog badly. i know my sister will like it too and i’m right. so exactly the night that day, me and my dad, together with my sister fetched the dog. his name is Kobe. well, the first few days are weird. we’re kinda like discovering stuffs from both companies. he’s like a smart dog who likes the room with ac, getting upstairs but cannot go down, do not poop or mess with his place, bite and pull off the mat when it’s not blue, making some cute face when he wants “human” food, crazy pressing the keyboard when you’re typing, can use the cam by himself, and more that you will never forget. if he makes you happy, he makes you crazy too. he will never walk if you will use the collar type with leash, instead you need to use the leash that have something to support the whole body, bites anything especially the socks, poops in the doormats when the back kitchen’s close, barks in the terrace when he sees people outside the house, loves staying below-far corners on one’s bed, crazy motions when taking a bath, eats a lot, barking loud to get your attention, sleeping at our beds without permission, getting clothes from the laundry basket, and more.
i never thought that he will left us very early. i did take some for granted and i know i didn’t do my best when he’s still around. due to my busy schedule at school, i laps those chances.
memries, like being the “always-excited-mode”, the cause of runs in my stockings, jogging company, kahati-sa-pandesal-buddy, karamay-sa-puyat-partner, tanging-trespasser-na-pwede, mga hashtags ko sa mga pinaggagagawa niya from tumblr to insta, and a lot more that forever will remain.
i soo love this dog.
Kobe, wherever you are, forever you’ll be here <3